They Were Never the Ones I Wanted to Leave There are four people I need to talk about properly. Not as part of my marriage. Not as part of the Nightmare. Not as part of what my husband said about me. Not as part of what my ex-friend said about everybody. Not as characters in some fucking family argument where everybody seems to have their own version of what happened. My children. All four of them. Because somewhere amongst everything that's happened, there's one thing I desp