There are some points in your life when you look around and genuinely wonder how the fuck you got here. This is mine. I didn't grow up imagining that one day I'd be writing publicly about my marriage, my family falling apart, an abusive relationship, betrayal, losing people I loved, PTSD, therapy, medication and somehow trying to rebuild myself amongst all of it. That wasn't the plan. I was a mum. A wife. A daughter. A sister. A friend. I worked, raised my children, helped th